everything is Yours

I sit here tonight feeling way too excited. Where i've come this past 6 months is kind of crazy.
-I've been truly set free of a sin that was holding my relationship and openess with God back. My guilt, my shame, and my pain has turned into something so beautiful. I get to share all of that as God's Grace and mercy.
-I realized that I don't need any male to make me feel happy. This was one of the hardest things for me to realize/decide. I have so, so much love to give and the idea of committment scares me zero amounts. I want someone to share my life with soon. Obviously not in the next few years but still, soon. I am so thankful God has opened my eyes to find that all I need right now, though, is Him and His love. I've learned that my relationship with God is the most intimate, perfect relationship I'll ever have and honestly, I couldn't ask for anything else right now. My heart is content with being all Gods. I trust He'll let the right man step in when the time is right. I am thankful I finally have the time to work on myself and let God work on me for me. Not for anyone else.
..There's much more God's put on my heart the last half of the year.
But what I'm feeling way too excited about isn't just where i've come. In fact, it's more of where God's taking me in the future. I don't even have the words to express my excitement. MEOW is all I can come up with right now. Sorry.