this day has left me feeling every feeling possible
we get presents on Christmas
we get presents on Christ's birthday. His.
just like we get presents on our birthday. ours.
i'm thinking Christmas needs to be different. a lot different.
i'm thinking everyday needs to be different
a book i ordered came in today and it's called Sex God: Exploring the Endless Connections Between Sexuality and Spirituality. i can't wait to read it
God has put friends in front of me that i've needed for so long recently. they are great ones
poop=studyingforfinals
Thursday, December 16
Wednesday, November 24
every living thing goes away
i never know what to say when asked what i am thankful for. family? friends? good food? well.. yeah. i guess those are some. but there is so many more! so! many! everything! uh huh. i am rich. richer than 95% of the world. and i do not live in a mansion, have a new car, or have every new thing on the market.
i have a car
i have atleast one pair of shoes
i have atleast one set of clothes
i have food that i know will be there for a while
i have lots of things
but those are things. so why do we have to be so thankful for them? i guess i don't mean its bad to be thankful, i just mean lets realize we have THINGS to be thankful for. and not say we are poor. or be unhappy with the things we do have.
i saw a bumper sticker a while back that said "Live simply so others can simply live"
it was a good one
MEOW
the love level in my church is non existant, i think.
no one gets why we need God. no one gets how to Love. maybe a few.
i feel more "Church" when i'm around some people at school then i do at that building. which kind of makes me happy. because that's kind of how it should be. but then not. at the same time. poooopi dont know!
i am thankful for those people
and i'm thankful that i can talk to God. the fact that anyone can talk to the creator of everything is really, really, really impressive. to say the least
i have a car
i have atleast one pair of shoes
i have atleast one set of clothes
i have food that i know will be there for a while
i have lots of things
but those are things. so why do we have to be so thankful for them? i guess i don't mean its bad to be thankful, i just mean lets realize we have THINGS to be thankful for. and not say we are poor. or be unhappy with the things we do have.
i saw a bumper sticker a while back that said "Live simply so others can simply live"
it was a good one
MEOW
the love level in my church is non existant, i think.
no one gets why we need God. no one gets how to Love. maybe a few.
i feel more "Church" when i'm around some people at school then i do at that building. which kind of makes me happy. because that's kind of how it should be. but then not. at the same time. poooopi dont know!
i am thankful for those people
and i'm thankful that i can talk to God. the fact that anyone can talk to the creator of everything is really, really, really impressive. to say the least
Sunday, November 14
i give You all of me
i wonder if people think about the words they are singing when they sing
and how silly some people sound when they sing words to songs.
because, personally.. i'm not fly like a g6
how great is our God?
i'd like to understand. glad i can't.
today i made a cake
i have so much to express but i can't get it out of my head!
and how silly some people sound when they sing words to songs.
because, personally.. i'm not fly like a g6
how great is our God?
i'd like to understand. glad i can't.
today i made a cake
i have so much to express but i can't get it out of my head!
Saturday, November 6
i know what i know what i know
do i know what i want? no NEVER.
BUT i meen hai ima gurl LOLZ
....
ME AND KATIE taught people how to succeed in high school without really trying yesterday. and we got third place medals for it. what a job, right? we get to next weekend as well. teach i mean, not win,maybe. but maybe so.
winning with your best friend is something great!
!
the weather!
is!
cold!
i forgot my coat in my locker, though. now i can't wear it all weekend or in the morning on monday. which is when i actually need it. OHWELLIGUESS
the missionary convention is in some amount of days i don't feel like counting right now. maybe 13 or so. yeah, that sounds right. we'll go with 13. KENTUCKY? is where it is taking place this year. i hear that it is an 8 hour drive. fine, fine
this is typically a good three days. so well.. i am looking forward to it quite a bit
in other news. bekah and i lost a chili contest. sad day
ITS NOVEMBER GUYS. ALMOST CHRISTMAS. ALMOST 2011. ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY. not in that order though
BUT i meen hai ima gurl LOLZ
....
ME AND KATIE taught people how to succeed in high school without really trying yesterday. and we got third place medals for it. what a job, right? we get to next weekend as well. teach i mean, not win,maybe. but maybe so.
winning with your best friend is something great!
!
the weather!
is!
cold!
i forgot my coat in my locker, though. now i can't wear it all weekend or in the morning on monday. which is when i actually need it. OHWELLIGUESS
the missionary convention is in some amount of days i don't feel like counting right now. maybe 13 or so. yeah, that sounds right. we'll go with 13. KENTUCKY? is where it is taking place this year. i hear that it is an 8 hour drive. fine, fine
this is typically a good three days. so well.. i am looking forward to it quite a bit
in other news. bekah and i lost a chili contest. sad day
ITS NOVEMBER GUYS. ALMOST CHRISTMAS. ALMOST 2011. ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY. not in that order though
Thursday, October 14
this is where the healing begins
Dad: jamie.. tell me if you think this is funny.. today i saw a bumper sticker that said "dolphins are just gay sharks" .. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Me: haha yeah dad, definitely a great one
Dad: i just cracked up for minutes!
love that man.
i have few great friends. they are the best in the world, though.
Me: haha yeah dad, definitely a great one
Dad: i just cracked up for minutes!
love that man.
i have few great friends. they are the best in the world, though.
Tuesday, October 12
Friday, October 1
don't you know it's true?
the night is young!
and i will use this night
to go and hang out with people at rebekahs house. and then who knows what i'll do. not i, nu uh. not. me.
go home? more than more than likely
the thoughts and ideas i'm having lately would get me yelled at by some people (one) so much
i don't. care.
why are my last two classes on these days so full of me just sitting there, talking to no one. I COULD make a converstion with someone. i could.
will i?
..
....?
?!
no
it is almost CHRISTMAS time.
chrismakah.
i need to watch the OC soon. i am so behindso.behin.d
THIS NIGHT I WILL LEAVE. not. physically. but. in every other way.
you.
because i am forced not to care
and i will use this night
to go and hang out with people at rebekahs house. and then who knows what i'll do. not i, nu uh. not. me.
go home? more than more than likely
the thoughts and ideas i'm having lately would get me yelled at by some people (one) so much
i don't. care.
why are my last two classes on these days so full of me just sitting there, talking to no one. I COULD make a converstion with someone. i could.
will i?
..
....?
?!
no
it is almost CHRISTMAS time.
chrismakah.
i need to watch the OC soon. i am so behindso.behin.d
THIS NIGHT I WILL LEAVE. not. physically. but. in every other way.
you.
because i am forced not to care
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