i'm always pretty happy when i'm kickin' back with you

tv is a joke. a REAL funny one

i am having a craving for a smoothie right now. it hasn't just now happened though. its been there since.. a week, maybe. WHY? i don't know. what goes in a smoothie? milk? ice? no, not milk. ice and fruit? and yogurt, if i recall correctly. i don't like yogurt, though. can i make a smoothie without it?
there can be so many different flavors. i bet one to go with everyday of the year




this week has been a dream, i'm convinced

the dog days are over

you get out what you put in with relationships. friends, more, whatever.
i can put in so much more than i have been with everyone.
be where you are = best advice i've gotten probably

hm

whats mine is yours to leave or take

my cat is currently being squirrely as a squirrel. running around for no reason and meowing. because that's what squirrels do.. meow

readers theatre = starting this next week. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
if you want to know how to "be evil", HIT ME UP, ill know this week. i'll just know

the world seems so small sometimes. which really, it is incredibly tiny.. but I DONT KNOW. sometimes, its quite obvious that there is more than this place. and I think everyone knows it. somewhere
there's something that we want! but we arent getting! even if we have the nicest stuff around! still! we want something else!
so give in
doit

You are more

this day has left me feeling every feeling possible

we get presents on Christmas
we get presents on Christ's birthday. His.
just like we get presents on our birthday. ours.

i'm thinking Christmas needs to be different. a lot different.
i'm thinking everyday needs to be different


a book i ordered came in today and it's called Sex God: Exploring the Endless Connections Between Sexuality and Spirituality. i can't wait to read it

God has put friends in front of me that i've needed for so long recently. they are great ones

poop=studyingforfinals

every living thing goes away

i never know what to say when asked what i am thankful for. family? friends? good food? well.. yeah. i guess those are some. but there is so many more! so! many! everything! uh huh. i am rich. richer than 95% of the world. and i do not live in a mansion, have a new car, or have every new thing on the market.
i have a car
i have atleast one pair of shoes
i have atleast one set of clothes
i have food that i know will be there for a while
i have lots of things
but those are things. so why do we have to be so thankful for them? i guess i don't mean its bad to be thankful, i just mean lets realize we have THINGS to be thankful for. and not say we are poor. or be unhappy with the things we do have.

i saw a bumper sticker a while back that said "Live simply so others can simply live"

it was a good one


MEOW

the love level in my church is non existant, i think.
no one gets why we need God. no one gets how to Love. maybe a few.
i feel more "Church" when i'm around some people at school then i do at that building. which kind of makes me happy. because that's kind of how it should be. but then not. at the same time. poooopi dont know!

i am thankful for those people

and i'm thankful that i can talk to God. the fact that anyone can talk to the creator of everything is really, really, really impressive. to say the least

i give You all of me

i wonder if people think about the words they are singing when they sing
and how silly some people sound when they sing words to songs.
because, personally.. i'm not fly like a g6

how great is our God?
i'd like to understand. glad i can't.

today i made a cake

i have so much to express but i can't get it out of my head!

i know what i know what i know

do i know what i want? no NEVER.
BUT i meen hai ima gurl LOLZ

....


ME AND KATIE taught people how to succeed in high school without really trying yesterday. and we got third place medals for it. what a job, right? we get to next weekend as well. teach i mean, not win,maybe. but maybe so.
winning with your best friend is something great!
!

the weather!
is!
cold!
i forgot my coat in my locker, though. now i can't wear it all weekend or in the morning on monday. which is when i actually need it. OHWELLIGUESS

the missionary convention is in some amount of days i don't feel like counting right now. maybe 13 or so. yeah, that sounds right. we'll go with 13. KENTUCKY? is where it is taking place this year. i hear that it is an 8 hour drive. fine, fine
this is typically a good three days. so well.. i am looking forward to it quite a bit

in other news. bekah and i lost a chili contest. sad day






ITS NOVEMBER GUYS. ALMOST CHRISTMAS. ALMOST 2011. ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY. not in that order though