tonight i am. annoyed. at myself, mostly. because i am so dumb some days. because i do not know what is best for me. i do, actually. which makes me more annoyed

i wander from the dreams that keep me calm and tame

the scent of the Summer Orchard candle from Bath & Body Works is just the best. the best they have. Febreez's Pumpkin Harvest. though. is better than the best. it's so completely possible to be better than the best. That candle scent does it and does it well

i really really really really really really don't feel like doing anything. just not my homework, actually

have you tried nutella? if not, do that, and then. well you will just keep doing that everyday because its taste is so great

two days ago, maybe, i was walking up to my front door to come inside. from the outside. in the early evening sometime. and Elsie meowed her normal hello to me. THEN
the tree branches started rustling and bird chirps were heard. Elsie then did something that i've never seen a cat do in real life. SHE CLIMBED THE TREE. and went out on the very edge of the weak looking branch. of course, the bird had flown away by then. but she was THERE. IN THE TREE. i got nervous when she started meowing. like she couldn't get down. or something. but i was silly to get nervous because cats can do anything. that's the message of this story.

i'm going to go play bop it

where is it she goes?

Jalen: I'm going to own TEN cats when i grow up
Me: :D
Jessica and Jalen make my day great. we sang into umbrellas today
so does elsie and maggie
everyday. elsie is sitting/laying on the bench in my front yard when i get home from school. a doll, she is

i am reading a book called Beautiful Lies.
it is by Lisa Unger
it. is. beyond great.

most days, i leave school thinking "why was i excited for this"
school = this

this past week i have been lazier than ever




GLORY

while you hurt with all that pain, the stars will kiss your pretty face

no body has to stay. but we wish they would anyway

i want to read more books. lots more. the list keeps getting longer and longer, but i have yet to start reading
also, i miss having 9 pets. 2 dogs, 2 cats, 4 fish, a hamster. it was nice to care for and come home to so many things that would love you no matter what kind of day you had

i will always be upset with the fact that i do not have a younger sibling. i need someone to help me bring out my inner kid and the joy of being young. i want someone to look up to me and always want to be around me. i wouldn't be a butt of a sister and tell them to go away. i would hug and kiss them everyday and help them with their homework. and their problems. and things. and anything. and more

I AM COMPLAINING
i am sorry
i i i i i i i


i've gotta put these thoughts somewhere