i really miss what really did exist

Chicago + Bekah + Stephanie + Kylee + James + Mikey T + Bob = my spring break
it is going to be the best one i have ever, ever had. i am going to cry when final decisions are made. literally.y.y.y
tonight i am staying at my sisters house. Her friend mariska is over studying.. I think that sounds like a stripper name
Geoff and Chance are coming over as well so my night will be fun.

i dont need that kid. i don't

P.S. I just met Mariska and she does not look like a stripper, so.. cancel that assumption.

when you look how you look

one of the blinds on my window did not follow the rest when i opened them. i will let it be
i'll let other things be, too. really, i will
this is day mine to myself. I am happy about it
this night is gregg, sam, christy, and kevins, though
cop out is a fairly good movie. sometimes, it was funny. other times, it was not

my mind is so confused, i climb back on top of you

i worry about things

something is wrong with my cat :(
i am worried about her
among other things

whatever you are

today is a good day. a good one
i should be doing my spanish homework because i have to make up a test tomorrow anyway
it will get done in a while

opportunity is everywhere, all the time. i noticed it especially today. i need to more days than i do now

it is possible to care about someone so much it hurts you. it really is. not even a significant other. today i've been noticing things, and i care a lot for my friend Victor. It hurts me knowing he is afraid to love God. and.. there is so many people like that, where it hurts me knowing they don't want to understand God or aren't trying to. But Victor.. today is just got to me. i need to talk to him again soon

i am ready for summer. i am ready for a change that is hopefully to come with other people..person.. yeah

there will be no other

at youth group tonight, we talked about our relationships with people and which one was most important. and how it was alike and different to our relationship with God.
It got me thinking 1) about my kids. even more
2) which person really means the most to me
it was a tough one, but i think i know

i'm really wanting to read this Forgotten God book..
reading a million books at once is not a great idea

there is nothing i admire more than a kid like faith

when our frames collide..

my cat may look good in shorts one day. she is losing pounds on pounds, thanks to her new diet food.

am i nervous? yes

talking to God is getting easier and easier

don't let it grow

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(:
this is useful for weddings this summer, among other things

we only fight, cause you love me right

i am happy. this is going to be great, i have no doubt

snow is again suppose to come, but if it doesn't, i will smile some more

i need to get a job soon because:
Pitchfork festival
if i can go, i will be the happiest kid on the earth
earth of happy kids
that's creepy

He can move the mountains

I am humbled in the fact that God forgives everyone who asks and believes in him. Forgiving is probably the hardest thing for me to do, and knowing everything i have done and everything everyone has done.. man. God loves me even though i have completely disregarded him before. even though i have done things that aren't the best ideas in the world. Think of how much sin there is. That is insane. Someone wrongs me once, and its the hardest thing ever to forgive them. But I am. Loving like God is what I am aiming for. I do that, and God will provide for me. I know it.