one

loving is hard to do at the moment. i don't want to at all.
i
am
so
mad

i have seen you

saturdays are necessary

summer seems quite close. school is now something i just get through. I don't enjoy it too much at all. If there is any possible way for me to graduate early, i am going to take that way.
i'm older than i was yesterday. you are too. tomorrow, we'll be even older

should cream colored clothing go in the wash with whites? or the normal things?
i call it the normal things. my mom calls it permanent press.
i was driving my mother to alewels something or other earlier today. the road was blinding, but i could not take my eyes off of it. it looked beautiful
also, i woke up this morning at four thirty in my basement on a futon. I don't remember laying down on it in the first place. But i went to my bed and slept the rest of my tiredness away
falling asleep without washing my face or brushing my teeth makes me feel especially not comfortable
i am looking forward to sleeping tonight. clean sheets are the best type of sheets
i can't find my camera
my next birthday and christmas present is going to be a nikon d40

ALSO
i learned that rebekah is related to the singer from The Afters. He fixed her camera once

somewhere in between

SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS LOTS OF THEM ALL THE TIME

I am going to bekahs tonight though. so there is no sighing there. i have no school spirit as of lately. I don't want to cheer for people who are such jerks. I should, but nope

Dogs are great, although i am a cat person. I miss my dogs and i wish I had one again. I love walking them
memorizing a skit in spanish = my goal for the weekend

you're a bird with songs to shout

Bella is by far the best movie i have seen.

lately, I have been thinking about and praying for my kids or kid i'll have one day, if i end up having any. it might be weird to you, and by you, i don't really know, but i'm starting to write letters to them. Of course i can't send them right now, but i think ill show them one day to them

also

go listen to the song Marvelous Light by Charlie Hall
and Can you Feel It by David Crowder Band

my favorites of the day/week/while

he says i'm so lost, not at all well

sigh
that's all i can say about that

Saturday=winner of all saturdays
a bunch of us are heading to Central Christian College of the Bible tomorrow morning to hang out and see others from NYR.. and I am most excited to see some of my favorite cats Seth and Zach! Lucma is going to be there as well, which is great. I am hoping there is a group going to Haiti this summer. i really would love to go
Maggie is such a lap cat now, it's unbelievable. it sometimes hurts to have her on me, she is awfully heavy.

me and bekah are watching kids tonight. BYE

i'll do that on mondays

Apple must really be cracking down on this whole jailbreaking thing. thankfully, my best friend for life, bffl, bff, um.. brother.., is the smartest cookie out there
downloading of music will commence now. and for the next few days nonstop
whatever

this weekend will be one of my favorites, i think.

rock n'sports or the vet? I don't know which one i want to try

ill trust in You

God's will >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> what i want
this messes up some things. i can't wait to see what else he wants for me, though

IRON CHEF CHALLENGE?!?!
yeah, one was had today. The challenge made by bekahs brothers + michael andrew walton was to see who could make the most delectable dessert using butterfingers and reeses. Bekah and myself made a pie, which was the victorious dish over Kylee and Stephanie's layer dessert. Both, though, we really tasty.

the rest of my day can't be described i suppose. i loved it all
the best part is that i am even more wildly in love with my Savior. that love that He gives... its the best anyone can have. and please don't blow that off..
the peace i have.. i can't even explain it. and i don't even understand all of it
which is amazing

http://crazylovebook.com/videos_stop.html


watch this.
please

i am amazed of God. i really don't know what to say

leave go my golden arm

snow on thursday is the word on the street. i'm hoping the street is lying to me

i have not liked the past month. now, it is getting better. which is happily making me happy
i don't need things/um people i thought i did. but i do need some, i've learned

not pointless posts are to come..

you're all i ask for

i made a snow fort with michael today. i'm sure i could become a professional

it was a strange thing to do

i am discovering loads of music i am loving. it's rather exciting. i needed it

with 4 out of 4 of my walls white, i can pretty much put whatever color furniture or what have you in there, and it will match. navy is my favorite color with white, so it will stay that way for quite sometime
stephanie
amy
rebekah
made the day not boring one bit
the whole harken family is my favorite one

maggie makes me feel like an owner of something important when she sleeps on me and lays her head on my arm. she's a dork


i had a wonderful friday. did you?

don't get any big ideas

I
AM
BORED

also, nervousness just took over my body for two seconds because i thought my whole itunes library was gone. alas, it showed up just as a tear dropped from my eye
(only not)

The Prestige is a movie that i've gotten a liking for. i think i'm watching it again with my dad tonight, even though i did last night. Thom Yorke at the end made it greater than it was suppose to be

i read half of a book today. about to go read the other half. how great

smiles all around

the peace God gives is absolutely necessary to me. it's by far better than anything i've ever experienced. God is so, so good. Not many people try to understand that. I'll never understand everything about Him or true christianity, but the pursuit of that excites me and is what i want. He still loves me considering everthing. That's all i need
or anyone needs
so think about it

they say that falling in love is wonderful

it's wonderful so they say


Frank Sinatra made his way into my ears and is here to stay. the style of music is great, just great

I do hope for a snow day on tuesday. White days will become my favorite now for an unmentionable reason
also, i want to sled with rebekah mae harken
she's my favorite kid ever
so school can go away for one more day

mystery is the greatest whatever ever, i think

show me your heart

i believe God will do what he wants. and I'm learning to be okay with that

Dennis the Menace or however you spell it is an adorable movie. watch it one day

if we'd hidden a bit better

i feel like summer is getting closer. i mean, its THIS YEAR. i want nothing more than that right now. except maybe not nothing

Gregory and the Hawk = wins in being played the most the past two weeks and now. her voice is amazing

not again. not again

my cat would not look good in shorts