Sunday, January 31

one

loving is hard to do at the moment. i don't want to at all.
i
am
so
mad

Saturday, January 30

i have seen you

saturdays are necessary

summer seems quite close. school is now something i just get through. I don't enjoy it too much at all. If there is any possible way for me to graduate early, i am going to take that way.
i'm older than i was yesterday. you are too. tomorrow, we'll be even older

should cream colored clothing go in the wash with whites? or the normal things?
i call it the normal things. my mom calls it permanent press.
i was driving my mother to alewels something or other earlier today. the road was blinding, but i could not take my eyes off of it. it looked beautiful
also, i woke up this morning at four thirty in my basement on a futon. I don't remember laying down on it in the first place. But i went to my bed and slept the rest of my tiredness away
falling asleep without washing my face or brushing my teeth makes me feel especially not comfortable
i am looking forward to sleeping tonight. clean sheets are the best type of sheets
i can't find my camera
my next birthday and christmas present is going to be a nikon d40

ALSO
i learned that rebekah is related to the singer from The Afters. He fixed her camera once

Friday, January 29

somewhere in between

SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS LOTS OF THEM ALL THE TIME

I am going to bekahs tonight though. so there is no sighing there. i have no school spirit as of lately. I don't want to cheer for people who are such jerks. I should, but nope

Dogs are great, although i am a cat person. I miss my dogs and i wish I had one again. I love walking them
memorizing a skit in spanish = my goal for the weekend

Monday, January 25

you're a bird with songs to shout

Bella is by far the best movie i have seen.

lately, I have been thinking about and praying for my kids or kid i'll have one day, if i end up having any. it might be weird to you, and by you, i don't really know, but i'm starting to write letters to them. Of course i can't send them right now, but i think ill show them one day to them

Friday, January 22

also

go listen to the song Marvelous Light by Charlie Hall
and Can you Feel It by David Crowder Band

my favorites of the day/week/while

he says i'm so lost, not at all well

sigh
that's all i can say about that

Saturday=winner of all saturdays
a bunch of us are heading to Central Christian College of the Bible tomorrow morning to hang out and see others from NYR.. and I am most excited to see some of my favorite cats Seth and Zach! Lucma is going to be there as well, which is great. I am hoping there is a group going to Haiti this summer. i really would love to go
Maggie is such a lap cat now, it's unbelievable. it sometimes hurts to have her on me, she is awfully heavy.

me and bekah are watching kids tonight. BYE

Thursday, January 21

i'll do that on mondays

Apple must really be cracking down on this whole jailbreaking thing. thankfully, my best friend for life, bffl, bff, um.. brother.., is the smartest cookie out there
downloading of music will commence now. and for the next few days nonstop
whatever

this weekend will be one of my favorites, i think.

rock n'sports or the vet? I don't know which one i want to try