this is where the healing begins

Dad: jamie.. tell me if you think this is funny.. today i saw a bumper sticker that said "dolphins are just gay sharks" .. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Me: haha yeah dad, definitely a great one

Dad: i just cracked up for minutes!


love that man.



i have few great friends. they are the best in the world, though.

don't you know it's true?

the night is young!

and i will use this night
to go and hang out with people at rebekahs house. and then who knows what i'll do. not i, nu uh. not. me.
go home? more than more than likely

the thoughts and ideas i'm having lately would get me yelled at by some people (one) so much
i don't. care.

why are my last two classes on these days so full of me just sitting there, talking to no one. I COULD make a converstion with someone. i could.
will i?
..
....?
?!
no

it is almost CHRISTMAS time.
chrismakah.
i need to watch the OC soon. i am so behindso.behin.d

THIS NIGHT I WILL LEAVE. not. physically. but. in every other way.
you.
because i am forced not to care