i'll move out of the way for her

"i have to say.. you make the best facial expressions. you can give one look and i know exactly what you mean. You don't have to say anything."
this was said to me. i don't think it is a compliment. nu uh

i want to start cooking things!
a garden would be nice. but i don't think i could actually grow anything. i may try it one day though. one day
this past week has been great. time is going by incredibly slow, though. which is good, but not good. there are pros and cons to everything in the world
the fact i can't sleep until 4 or 5 in the morning every nightdaywhatever: con
the fact i can think and things until i do finally fall into a sleep: pro
SEE! see?
i've taken two showers today. it's been happening frequently. i should learn to save some water

no one wants to sleep with me. except maggie. but she's a cat

my retainer tastes terrible in the mornings. at night it is not a problem. i have been using this 3d whitening mouth wash and it has given me forever long fresh breath. even as i sleep. yeah. uh huh
i don't know why it has the 3d attatched at the front of it's name, though. whatever

i am going to a wedding saturday







i can't wait for this. i can't

when i can't comprehend that You are there.. You are there

happiest day i've had in a while. not that others haven't been great, but this one had some spunk, ya know
i wouldn't call it spunk actually. i'd call it God

i feel bad for my cat, Maggie. she is so incredibly afraid of anyone who walks in the door that is not me or the three other people living in my house. the poor woman..
also..
the plans i have for college at this point involve me not being able to have any cats living with me for four years. um. u.h. ..righ.t
BUT i would get a little sister. and that is what i've always wanted! really, yeah, serious
Family Force 5 is something great to go crazy to. just krayzee

don't let those useless things get you.. don't

highway travelin'

today was a good day
i enjoy being with 3 women who are my absolute favorites. You know, swimming, laying around, sharing secrets, talking about girl things like periods and such. only of course
A ginormous turtle was spotted. A mom said it was an alligator snapping turtle. big and silly are perfect describing words for it

i have a new love and it is The OC.
sorrrrrrymichaelhobbs. sorry
just kiddin, jk kidding justly, obviously

Maggie, the cat not the friend, does not like when i pet Elsie. She hissed at the scent of my hand today. They can't be friends i guess. rather disappointing.

G2GWATCHTHEOCBAI

painting your curve in my hand

Sometimes, weddings can be fun
yes they can
i bite my tongue and cheeks a lot. it hurts, but i think i have gotten used to it to the point where the pain has lessened each time. which is good, i suppose
i wish i could know everything. but i can't

this has been a long 7 days. a week. 3 + 4
2 + 5
6 + 1
7 + 0
3.5 x 2
pewp

Hunger has not been a problem since the summer started. I do not feel hunger at all in the morning. Sometimes, i wait until maybe 4 hours after i get up to eat something just because i think i should.. so i don't die or something. But it is strange. twizzlers! ice cream! popsicles! chips and salsa! watermelon! apples! captain crunch! this is all, ever. Permanently, i would not mind
Everything seems to go bad when it's winter time. I don't look forward to it. Somewhere mostly warm all the time is where i want to be. Then everyone would be happier. glader. smilier. gooder. why not?

how could everything exist without God? People with the ability to walk on their hands do not grow from trees. Having the ability to think is not anything that can be made by anything but God. Everything has got to mean something to you. It's got to

where's this place we need to see?

this worry free life will be short lived
i hope something great happens

Wedding on saturday? yes

oh, hey blog..

summertimeismyfavoritetime

so far it has been alright. not completely amazing, but it will do.
Michael left for Mexico today. I am sad, but very happy because i suppose it will be an enjoyable thing for him. 6 weeks will go by fast hopefully

I watched the movie Fireproof last night and cried my eyes out for about an hour after. Out of their sockets.. just popped right out. All nonsense aside though, that movie reminds me of what love is. Not a feeling. But a committment and a decision.
I almost never want to say I love you to a person again unless i can love them all the time, no matter what they do to me.
and i have said i love you to someone
and i mean it. because although i'm young, I have God's love. I know His love. Because of that, I can love someone unconditionally. I do love someone unconditionally.

i am hoping and praying so hard







ALSO
my sisters old roommate just brought over her new rotwiler or however you spell it puppy. it's paws are humungo