i think i figured it out; we need to be together

a cat came up to my window last night. long hair. grey white and orange. i sat outside with it for an hour. it slept in my lap half the time. i took it in the garage for a couple minutes, but then my dad got a little mad.
i really, really hope it comes back
ill feed it next time. i named it Elsie. I could tell it was a girl by the way she acted. Second prettiest cat i've ever seen. even though it was a little scruffy. I WANT IT TO COME BACK

take me to a place

Bob and Amy and Bree and Andrew and Bella are leaving. this news sucks. bad.
who ever the new youth leader is has big shoes to fill.
crazy how God can mess up peoples lives. it's absolutely beautiful though. It's comforting to see two people make such a huge decision because God calls them to. Boston, you're getting the first family who cared about me in a way i never knew was possible. I am glad you are, though

God gives your life a purpose..
i promise

go out and love

i have slept so much today. i doubt i will go to sleep tonight
my cat needs to come out of hiding because i'm bored without her. she needs a friend, i tell my parents.. but they seem to not think the same. which is a downer
SNOW?!?!?!?!?!!WHATTHEHECK!?!?!?!
i dont care that much, actually. it would be nice if it didn't happen, though. school should get over as soon as possible
i've been asking myself if this is real life.. because good things are happenin'
life is happenin'

(:

smiling is my hobby the past few days
i'm excited

today, i watched baseball and.. stuff..
also, i washed morgan and kylies cars with them. its a fun time, actually. but my hands are a little black because tires are dirty and gross. you can't blame them, though. they are the ones on the ground, doing all the real work
WHYCANTISTOPSMILING
oh, right

the fireflies fade as the city lights find me

most likely, people now won't matter in 4 years.
i won't let them
unless they want to

animals can feel, think, and talk to each other. they just have to be able to. i have no doubt

fade on to the summer time

i feel so good
good people make it that way. i was not aware of the amounts of people who care about me. it is a very warming feeling
my cat gets horribly nervous and skittish after someone she doesn't know comes into the house. it's hard to calm her down
somedays, i wish i had a little brother. not a little sister, though. today is one of those days
gregg is talented at talking
sam is talented at rockband
i learned after school
it was a radiohead day in school. it gladly played in my ears

i will look different in a couple years. it is weird thinking about it

i am small, i'm needy

this is tough

i am my own person for the first time today. its been that way literally for a while, but today.. i am in my head as well.

i am not in the writing mood lately